Fuck! this is the 3rd time i'm updating this shit..it didn't load and i lost everythin'.

Met Hana and Maya after a bloody day of school yesterday. Super glad to find us together again like we used to be. Hana suggested a reunion of IO5. I seconded it. Hana and I chilled at Northpoint, talked about she is the heartbreakers/jerks magnet. She kept opening up to the wrong guy and ended up all resigned and battered. She wanted to break her current beau so hard it's gotten stick with him for the rest of his miserable little life. She told me how this guy is treating her like she's nothing and having the mindset that Hana's gotten come running back to him like a kitty cat if they were to break again. Well, that's not gotten happen twice.

School. Little incident happened. Surprised and where the hell did that come from. It was nasty and we got chased out of the class again. Dejú Vu, anyone?

Lunch. Talked about the most talk about person: Alvina. Rumors or lies or truth implied girl had fallen for the other camp. She's changing lanes and could be really seriously fooling around with some girl from an all-girls school. Not sure if she's the liar she is or if it's true. Not that i wanna know. I'm totally uninterested in how she leads her life, she's pretty screwed anyway. I'm pretty upset though, not knowing where it actually came from. A person can NEVER 'become' a homosexual all of a sudden. He/she has to discover herself, come out to the truth and what he/she really wanted to be. It's as normal as life is. Except life's pretty hard and complicated and very unpredictable. Sometimes, a person goes through a very rough patch in life, dashing hopes of love and mistrusting the opposite sex and changing sides. But if it's not what they really really want, they will return back to the 'normal' league eventually and things should be the same. But i'm different, i don't want a butch or a girl who pretends and dresses like a guy. Things are supposed to be simple. Guy+Girl, Girl+Girl and Guy+Guy..not Guy+Girl who pretends to be a GUY or the other way round...it's out of order now..and i can't explain myself or really know people...