Well, it's another Friday and Fridays could only mean nice. You get to do a whole lot of other things. Except I can't, for my computer has crashed and I'm all screwed up with incomplete school assignments and all. Right now, I'm sitting in a community center, paying $2.50 per hour for using the darn computer...This place reminded me of my past..a pretty recent past. It was the same place I chanced upon her, the same place we have had hours of great conversations and the place where I'll sometimes leave cursing that time was simply too short...it used to be a place that held fond memories, if not costly. For a very short moment, I thought about emailing her. Past histories advised me against the idea for I wouldn't wanna actually start the damned cycle with her again. It's all ugly and berating..and I would never wanna go back to it again. But a tiny part of me just wanna know if she's ok..oh well, it'll passed.

Chatted with a new friend today, she's a native Candanian but she goes to school in The States. She shared with me about how she and her girlfriend hooked up and the problems they've dealt with and all that. I'm pretty amazed to hear it from someone else. Someone who knew what's it like. She encouraged me in my ongoing quest to look for the right Her, seeing how she just got hooked up with hers a while ago. We'll chat more and we'll see.

My mum almost found out about the whole tattoo deal. I was more than pertrified, and I sort of fought back a little. Right now, I think she's convinced that if I did have a tattoo, it's nothing but a temporary one. Safe for now.

"You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them up
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew
Who knew"