My 2nd entry of the day..of the night, actually. Ï'm talking to my girlfriend while updating this bloggy thing. I'm liking this..and i like this because i could write stuffs about personal stuffs like thoughts and views of the world. And no one can stop me and yet it was for the world to see. Amazing,isn't it?

World's amazing too, you meet people, you learn to hate and protect yourself, you try to be forgiving and accepting and eventually learn to love and let go. I'm learning to be accepting. Death and losses. I think i'm doing fine.. And today, i even found old friends..on MSN.

The girl whom i mentioned earlier is readin' this too..and i'm gonna talk more about her..haha!
She is Miss Sleepy of the Year..tries to sleep in class whatever the opportunities presented themselves..Anyway, i should talk about myself..

When people knew i used to be an Express student, they started looking at me differently..said things like i have wasted a good opportunity to go to poly and stuff..i didn't bother to explain why i felt otherwise. Truth, i've learned and realized things i would never have if i were to go to poly immediately. I wasn't a good student before, and i blew the exams then i came to ITE.. but i think I'm happy here, I'm able to do things at my own pace and for the first time, i'm actually scoring. I'm getting good grades. And i'm not ashamed of myself anymore..

I want people to see me for who i am, even if it takes a lifetime..

Teachers Day or Eve of TD...went to school...boring performance i must say..fave thing's probably the car..i know people have been working hard for this..but sorry people..it just didn't turned out.
anyway, Today's very cool! The internet's comin' in, Charmed's on tonight which is a super must-have...no school tomorrow equals ch5 till 3 in the morning!!! Today's the day of my first entry, people who knows me know i'm gotten write shit and i really mean tons of shit. I dig writing..all sorts, lyrics, stories even presentations scripts (weird huh?)..there's this cool story i'm working on and made someone fell asleep..she didn't even finished page 2! Not blaming her..she's like the most coolest person..ever and we DO NOT blame cool people! I'm worried about her though..about stress she couldn't deal alone. I wanted to help but i don't know how..i'm not very good at helping..not even myself but i''m still praying for things to be ok for her so she doesn't have to restort to smoking no more..

Been thinking about stuffs...stuffs like impulsiveness..things i did. Things i hope i'll never regret. I have a girlfriend now..i'm positive she's totally in love and thankful to Lord..but liking someone is different than loving someone..and i'm stuck in between. I don't know whether i actually love her...Stupid me!! I'm no good for the loving, i guess...Not sure if i'm good for anything..People, if you're reading this, don't expect for photos..of me, i mean..Cause i'm a photo-hater!! Let's not spoil everyone's mood with my face!!

I know why blog's so popular now...And i accidentately went for a job interview..i wanted lunch but got a job instead..$4/hr, very demanding..not sure if i made the wrong choice..talking about impulsiveness...