Today, we talked about the Marketing Paper and how some of us sucked..I think I've lost the bet with Rab. i mean, she scored full marks for the first half of the paper and I pretty much suck. Anyway, i've got my AOA paper to top that off...I didn't even managed to finish the damn paper..with the help of a very unhelpful mouse and stupid brain. God, i can't believe how close i am to finishing it!

Shopped for bags at Far East..kinda saw the one that I wanted but I'm all broke with a $50 note shaped in a heart in my bag..plus one good friend of mine brought the bag she wanted at 29.60 when it's supposed to be 32.80. God! I'm glad she got the bag though..good for her..

Good progress with Rab and Naza, now officially a couple! Yeah! Tomorrow's NAPFA and i will probably fail..God help me!

"And it hurts my soul
cause I can't let go
all these walls are caving in,
I can't stop my sufferin'
I hate to show
that I lost control
cause I keep going
right back to the one thing
I need to walk away from..."

Pain's been haunting, bringing gifts like isomnia and teary eyes and headaches. Did anyone tell Pain that Christmas's over? I would really appreciated it if my brain could die a little and just for a whole second, I could be drained of emotions and sense. Anyway, my mum's been going nuts for the past weeks, and unfortunately, she is having a 3 days off from work and considering the kind of pain that she said her failing body is causing her, her mouth couldn't stop yelling and cursing and shouting. It's amazing I must say, the kind of energy she actually has and didn't know. So Headaches and sleepless nights plus a crazy mother, a couple of papers and projects and school..God, I must really thank my maker.
Chinese New Year is coming soon and i foresee the repeat of history. A very bad history.

Today is the start of the Open House for most of the Polys..I will be checking them out myself tomorrow with a few classmates. I'm not sure what I intend to achieve from it all but I do hope I will not be going home empty.I just finished my Marketing CA today..and i had a bet with Rab..Loser play treat at Mac's..Can't really say if there's a clear winner yet cause I guess both of us kinda screwed.

By the way, if anyone remembers that Dee said she would send me stuffs, She did..And I intend to send her something too, a letter perhaps.

Dear patient readers,
Pardon me the delay in my updates. To be honest, nothing new has been going on, hence i don't see the need for updates and no one has missed out on anything. Life has been the same pretty much. I cut my hair short and brought a Motorola cell and battery at $249 which comes with free pouch and a desktop charger.
Both CAs have been postponed, just as most of the people wanted. I'm not sure if I'll handle the papers good...plus a upcoming NAPFA test.
Dee's sending me a card with 5 photographs and possibly money. I'm not sure when I'll receive them but I'm definitly crossing my fingers.
How does being a fourth wheel felt like? And I don't think it's even coincidences. I mean although Mr 4th just popped out whenever there's a dinner, twice in a row! And he made everyone awkward cause no one talks when he's around. No one knows nuts to talk about. Anyway, I've no qualms about what's with Mr 4th. So as long as they are happy, I'm good.

Ok, I relived days. Wednesday. My mum asked if I'll go with her if she ever decides to leave my dad. I chose her. And she asked if I would go to Malaysia with her and I said no. I told her how I don't really care and how my dad is just like any typical asian dads who do not know how to express themselves. I was slightly pissed but not at all surprised. I know something's wrong, I just can't place my fingers. We'll see what happens next..Shall we?

Mentioned how I'm all dumb and disorientated? I spent 20 minutes outside the computer lab where I'm supposed to have a class 2 hours later. And then while I sat down, a wet rat, drenched from the rain and the thought struck me. It's Marketing and not IT...god, i need a life.

Weather's been chilly. All rain and no sun. It's no fun at all.